Trial 3

And so we enter Phase three of my efforts at blogging. Phase one lasted a year or so of daily publishings of my inner me not shared with anyone, because it helped just to write my life down. It was however met with catastrophe when I shared this with people and could no longer feel free to write what I felt knowing who would read it as such it was destroyed. Phase two was another blog intended to be poetry that didn't relate to me; just words that worked well together, but it was ended when I realized this wasn't fun. Trial three meets the dilemna of a balance between what i want to share with what i want to write, the second being the greater of the two. But new thoughts have me caring less and pissed off more to the point where i don't know if i care to hold strong to my old ideals.